I haven't updated this blog in quite some time. I feel almost guilty posting again because I know I won’t be writing anything that will still be a profound lesson to myself later on. There are so many topics I want to touch on. So many things I want to write to reread and remind myself... but for now I will write about this year.
This has been a year of blessings and breaking. So many beautiful things happened. I know the first two things will sound rushed for whoever doesn't know the background story but here I go: After almost three years, I was finally granted a divorce. I married the most amazing man I know, then he was taken away from us. Lucky started working at a new command. Owen and I led a gypsy life till *again* the courts decided our fate. Owen and I were granted freedom as long as I left him with Eric for seven weeks. Owen, Lucky and I are still dealing with the wounds that opened. We set up our first home as husband and wife in Fallon, NV. Our beautiful Camryn was born. Every day with her has been a blessing. We got Owen back and are now trying to build the trust (that we won't abandon him) back with him. And finally, we added a puppy named Finn to our family. There are probably more things in between all that but those are the big ones.
2011 has been a year to remember. 2012 will be better. Lucky and I are journaling and setting goals for our family. We are planning on going to marital counseling and family counseling to try and help with all the major life changes. We are going to have Owen evaluated and hopefully the visitation changed. We plan on finding a church and going as a family. We plan on starting school and bettering ourselves as best we can.
2012 will be a blessed year for our family.